i am stuck in a haze, i must be dreaming.
it felt so real, but it couldn’t have been…
we laid there for hours,
talking, crying, laughing.
burning holes in each other with our eyes,
because we didn’t know if this was the last time.
our tight grip on each other in fear that the other will fade away if we let go.
slowly taking each other in,
feeling our souls tangle, our minds connect, our hearts ignite.
the electricity running through my fingers as i explored his body.
that familiar body.
the comfort in his touch, his breath, his kiss..
constant reminders of what was once mine.
letting go and losing ourselves in those precious moments.
embracing the good, the real.
once my soul’s companion.
now my distant lover.
forever my puzzle piece.
time to wake up now.